Day 14 - A letter to someone. Anyone.

Dear _____

I don't want you to regret this, I'm trying to make it worthwhile but it's difficult. Time seems endless but then it goes so quickly aswell. I hope I don't worry too much about things, everyone else seems to. Maybe I don't worry enough, but I think that's better than worrying too much, I'm happier so it must be. I suppose I should be more thoughtful. It's weird, the things you remember. Like, an ordinary day like this, maybe in ten years I'll think to myself, I remember sitting on my bed listening to John Martyn, hungry but feeling really content, actually. Probably not. You remember things you don't want to. I hope I forget some things, not that anything bad has happened to me, but the embarrassing things I really should have thought more about. Maybe I only remember them because relatively it's pretty recent. Well, some of it's still happening now. I hope spotify still exists, and you still get excited about everything. You used to love magic stars, comedy postcards, teaspoons, depressing music and anything Pete Doherty did. You probably still will. I hope you make the right decisions, if you ever need to.