All wrapped up and sugar coated.

Yesterday was target setting day, so I basically had the day off school. I stayed for a bit and finished my essay and then went into town on the way home. I took photo's of things I bought, because I have a camera. yeahhhhhh.
My room is a complete tip at the moment because I brought all the rest of my stuff from mums so Ruth can move in there. But now it's all in here, and it doesn't fit and I need to sell some of it. Bad times.
I have art later, but it doesn't start 'til half 2 which is actually sort of annoying because I never get any work done when I know it's going to be inturrupted even when I know I have enough time. Can't be bothered anyway.
Last night was horrible. I couldn't stop crying for ages, even though it probably wasn't a big deal. It was just really stressful and even though it's 'sorted' now, I know she's annoyed about it because I could hear her last night. But then she comes and pretends it's all fine. I understand, because I hide how I really feel from her all the time, but I'm only just starting to realise how much she does it to me as well. So basically everything is fake and horrible and I don't know what to do about it. Except never listen to dad.
That was all cryptic and weird and when I read it in a few years it won't even make sense. It doesn't really make sense now. I hate writing about feeelings and stuff on here because I never know how I feel and I think I'm making things into a bg deal when they aren't, and I don't really want anyone to know so it's stupid. I do quite like reading about other peoples problems though.
I'm rereading Deathly Hallows, when I should be reading something for english. I really don't like english at the moment, it's the only lesson I'm finding particularly difficult, and I don't really know anyone in the class that well yet.
I had a really weird dream last night but as I'm trying to remember it's going.
I want some fairy lights. Today I think I'm going to wear the jumper, with a shirt underneath, maybe my green checked one. I have no idea what to wear on the bottom.
Next time I go shopping, I'll look for pleated skirts I think. I tried some on today but none were quite right. I might be able to make one from the bottom on the dress.